Yesterday, I returned from this year's Fetish Con. I was only able to attend Saturday night through Sunday night (with an early am flight on Monday), but I'm so glad I did. It's funny that even after 5 years since my last Fetcon, it felt like no time had passed at all. I hadn't seen ANY of my fetish friends in 5 YEARS, which is so crazy to me to think about...but it seemed like I had just seen everyone yesterday. (Also, no one has aged in these past 5 years...at all...haha.) 

It was my first time on a solo trip away from my son, who is about to turn 4, which is why I wasn't in attendance for the 2018 or 2019 Fetish Cons (and 2020 & 2021 were cancelled due to the "C" word). Last week I took the plunge to book my flight after being asked to attend due to the number of nominations I had received in the Fetish Awards. I was able to make it happen, but that's why I couldn't come in until Saturday night...and why I had to hurry home early Monday morning to come back to my son. 

Right off the elevator I ran into some of my oldest fetish friends, and immediately my social anxiety melted away. So, thank you Nyxon and Jason Ninja for making me feel like no time had passed at all since we last saw each other.

In fact, that seemed to be a running trend I noticed there. It felt like no time had passed at all. Everyone is so warm and welcoming and makes you feel like family. I had been so worried that with so much time since my last appearance (and only filming myself solo for the last 5 years) I would feel like an outsider among this community of colleagues who film together, but I didn't. I felt right at home. And that's the fabulous thing about Fetish Con: it's a community, a family, a home for anyone with kinks they don't feel comfortable sharing in their everyday lives. At Fetish Con, everyone is accepted. It's "Home, Kinky, Home".​

And this year was especially special because it was their 20th Anniversary. So, I'm glad I was able to make it, even if for just a short trip. I just wish I didn't have that dang headache so I could have mingled longer at the Pool Party Saturday night, but I was feeling so nauseous and dizzy by 10:30 that I called it a night. 

I did get to meet friends old and new prior to that though. And even as an introvert, having that fetishy warmth poured upon me filled me up in places I didn't know needed filling. So, thank you to my friends old and new, 

On Sunday I woke headache-free! Yay! I stopped by the vendors to take a look around, and then went to the Clips4Sale booth to do an interview with legendary Jean Bardot for her YouTube channel: The Jean Bardot Show. Keep a look out for that whenever it drops! It was a fun one! 

I also got to check out Clips4sale's new logo on all the merch...and oh my goodness did they have some amazing merch! Serious props to whoever was in charge of that. The paddles and bondage sweatshirt are top notch. I'm going to get a video of it to share with you all. 

And then I got some food and got myself ready for the Fetish Awards. 

I had to rush ship this dress to get it in time for the awards, but I'm happy I did! (For anyone interested, I got this dress as well as the one I wore to the Speakeasy event from Fashion Nova.)​

And as for the show itself...

It was an absolute honor to be on stage with the 3 gorgeous hosts: Anastasia Pierce, Kendra James, and Lauren Phillips....and to have won all 7 of the awards I was nominated for. It really blew me away. (Though...having to make 7 speeches when you have major anxiety about public speaking is...um...hard...haha.)

​I seriously am so blown away by the support of my amazing friends and fans. I really wasn't expecting to win all 7 when I saw the nomination list. I was just hoping to win a couple, so I asked my friends and fans to vote for me for all 7 in hopes that it would increase my odds of winning something...and holy moly, did you guys deliver. Because of your FREAKING AMAZING SUPPORT, I won ALL SEVEN! I really couldn't have done it without you, so thank you!​

Though I was not expecting that, it made me feel really good to know how amazingly supportive my fans are. YOU GUYS ARE EVERYTHING. I could NOT do the work I do if it weren't for you. 

Because of YOU, my lovely fans, I won:
Special Recognition Within the Fetish Industry - 2022 Fetish Awards
Favorite Fetish Short Film - 2022 Fetish Awards
Favorite Fetish Producer - 2022 Fetish Awards
Favorite Fetish Superheroine Short Film - 2022 Fetish Awards
Favorite Fetish Superheroine Producer - 2022 Fetish Awards
Favorite Fetish Superheroine Performer - 2022 Fetish Awards
Favorite Female Fetish Performer - 2022 Fetish Awards

This meant more to me than you know. And if you were in the audience when I shared my final acceptance speech, you know why. But if you weren't there, I will reveal what I said in an upcoming blog post, because this one will be way too long otherwise. 

Just know that your support means so much to me. I put my whole heart and soul into my work as a one-woman-fetish-production-company, so it means the world to know my work is loved and appreciated by so many.

Thank you to my husband, who has been supportive of my endeavors and trusted me to take the chances I have for the sake of my business. Thank you to Fetish Con for having me, and to the amazing staff who puts it together each year. Thank you to the Fetish Awards for making my hard work feel seen. Thank you to Clips4Sale for giving niche fetish videos a platform so that one-woman-companies like myself can earn a living creating fetish films. And thank you to my friends and fans who have supported me and my work over the years. I am nothing without YOU. Thank you. 

Sincerely and with all my heart,
Ludella Hahn

May consisted of some medical issues (bad reaction to a vitamin d supplement I was put on after I had bloodwork done, which went on to cause me issues through July). I also spent all my weekends at my house in Boston prepping it for sale, which was tough as I had an emotional attachment to that house. It was meant to be an investment property when we bought it, and it turned out to be a good one when we listed in in June with the way market prices were in Boston last year, and luckily the couple that we sold it to loved the house for all the vintage charm it had, which was important for me. 

In July I went to SDCC for the 3rd time with my friend and fellow cosplayer Minnie d'Moocha. I had spent some time leading up to the con prepping new cosplays. We of course had a blast, and it was really cool that all four of our cosplays received press features.  

It was also a lot of fun to have experienced Fetish Con with my bestie and to spend a lot more time hanging out and having fun instead of booking myself up like I had in the past. I went to the pool party for the first time and danced around in the water with friends and it was awesome! I also did my yearly shoots with Scott Church and Kenny Lee, and still managed to do some content shoots for my fetish sites. ​

I will unfortunately not be able to attend this year's Fetish Con due to that same mystery thing I keep alluding to....which will be revealed in my NEXT blog. I will miss all my fetish friends and fans though and I hope they have an amazing year!

After quite a hectic & busy summer filled with lots of socializing, I needed to recharge. I ventured to one of my favorite places: Monhegan Island in Maine for a solo walkabout of sorts. I unplugged and spent time in the beauty of the island taking photos and listening to the whispers of the sea./If you ever have a chance to go, do it. It really is a magical place. 

My other biggest highlight of 2017 was a Roman Holiday. Evan and I spent a week in Italy (mostly Rome) with a day trip to Tuscany and a couple of nights in Napoli for an excursion to Pompeii. As a Classics major, the Pompeii trip had a lot of impact for me. Rome is just so beautiful and filled to the brim with history. I feel incredibly lucky to have had the ability to travel to so many places over the years, and I look forward to returning….though next time, perhaps in a summer month as it was quite chilly in November. And this trip...well, this trip resulted in something unexpected and magical. And that is what I will share in the next blog. ​

This year was my favorite Fetish Con yet! :) I really want to thank Genesis, Mike, & Vesta for having me as a Guest of Honor this year. It truly was an honor, and I greatly enjoyed having the opportunity to meet new fans and see old friends at my booth. I had a wonderful time and I really appreciate their hard work (as well as that of the staff)  in making this year's Fetcon so great. The new location was beautiful in downtown St. Petersburg, and I'm so happy I got to spend more time with our big fetish family this year. :)

Normally I have a habit of booking myself solid and don't get to see anyone unless I'm shooting with them, so this year was a nice change getting to spend the weekend at my booth in the company of Star Nine and Addie Juniper (who were in the booths next to me) and getting to see friends and fans alike. I dressed as 3 of my more popular cosplay characters: my Black Widow Playboy Bunny mash-up (featuring corset and hosiery by What Katie Did), my DC Bombshells Harley Quinn, and of course Velma from Scooby Doo.

Another part that made this year so great was getting to spend time at Caliente Resort beforehand with Scott Church, Josie Lopez, Savvy Blair, Nyssa Nevers, Amanda Fox, and my roomie Nyxon. I got to relax a little and model for some pretty pictures before jumping into Fetcon. I'm also very excited about all the new content I was able to film on this trip, too, so hooray for more videos! :) I've already posted a couple. Check them out at Clips4Sale.com/36032 and Clips4Sale.com/22364.

Okay...I'll get to the photos now...  Just click one to open up the lightbox and go through them all. Captions on the bottom of each. Enjoy! ;)

Evan took better photos of course, so I will have to do another post with better shots from the Showdown eventually, but I hope you enjoy these little phone photos in the meantime. I'll also be posting the shots I modeled for here soon, too! ;)

Thanks so much for reading! And I hope you'll consider checking out Fetish Con and Scott Church's workshops at Caliente Resort (I'll be modeling at the one in February!)

xoxo,
Ludella

Oh hi again! Just me being horrible about updating, but it's all for good reasons of course. I've just been incredibly busy with shooting for my clip stores. This month marks my first year since becoming a full-time "Model-Producer" for clips4sale, and I'm still working out how to balance everything. I'm kind of a workaholic with intense focus...which means not being super about multi-tasking as I get stuck on completing the task at hand, which has been mostly shooting/editing custom videos and updating my clips4sale stores every week. I need to create a time in my schedule specifically for social media updates, so that I can be better at them...and I also need to start taking more behind-the-scenes photos. I tried to take a bunch while in Vegas for the AE Expo last month, but I neglected to get all the shots I should have because I was so wrapped up in the event. 

Before we jump into those though, I have a big announcement...I will be appearing as a "Guest of Honor" at Fetish Con 2015! What does this mean? It means you will be able to come meet me at my table on the floor all weekend for signed magazine, photos, and more. I will be in good company, too. The other Guests of Honor include: Alexandra Snow, Anastasia Pierce, Star Nine, Addie Juniper, and Stacy Burke. Come visit us! If you've never been to Fetish Con, it's a fun experience! And because it's not until August, you have plenty of time to plan a trip. Details about the event can be found at FetishCon.com.

And...here's a little photo gallery from my trip to Vegas for the AE Expo. You can click through for the captions on each photo. 

I've been working on some special projects for magazines & other print media in addition to all my video work, too. So keep an eye out for future updates & fun. :)

And if you aren't following me on Twitter yet, please do! It's the easiest place for me to post updates, so that's where I've been most active recently. Warning though...it's NSFW. ;)

I've redone my "videos" page here to just be a break-down of my most popular categories, but you can also see the three most recent updates in my store at the bottom of the page, or go to my main store to scroll through and search other fetish categories. Please go take a peek. :)

Thanks so much for reading!

xoxo,
Ludella

It was another busy and wonderful con! As soon as I landed Wednesday afternoon, I checked in and dropped off my bags and then went right back out the door to start my con out playing a detective for a fun story for FTKL Tickling. You can see a preview for it here.

The next day I got to shoot with BoutTime Studios for my annual wrestling shoot for them. Always a fun time! Then I attended the VIP Clips4Sale Pre-Party Dinner (which was delicious!) with Nyxon and got ready for the Meet & Greet.

I left the Meet & Greet fairly early to shoot with Tara Tied, then I hit the hay as I had another early morning shoot. (I seem to book a lot of morning shoots.) I started the day off with a bondage shoot for Arthur Bruin. Then I shot with Chrissy Daniels.

I also had a chance to work with Tomiko. :) Then I got dinner and started rehearsing for my performance that night. :)

We then shot with Tracy Jordan for a new BatTracy adventure for her store. Then I had to hurry back to my room to shoot a custom clip with Jason Ninja for my store and a clip for his, and then I got a foot rub and went to bed. :P

On Sunday I had a super early shoot (8 am!) for Grappling Girls. That's some pretty intense activity for that early in the morning. From there I headed back to Chrissy's to shoot a custom I had for us for my store (going up on my Clips4Sale Store tonight!)

Then I rushed back to shoot a clip with Whitney Morgan for my vampire series and then I had to transform back to Harley (or Hahnny Quinn) to shoot for The League of Amazing Women.

It was an excellent con. :) Hope next year will be just as good or better! Thanks for checking out my play-by-play. Haha. ;)

Curves and Kisses,
Ludella Hahn

Hello! Just returned last night from a week of getting muddy and messy at Camp MPV for QuicksandVisuals.com. On our way to the shoot location, we stopped by the Nashville Parthenon, which was an item on my bucket list! I was excited to stop in, as I'm sure you can tell by my smile in this candid with my travel lobster "Lobby".  

Shooting was super busy and a lot of fun with lovely models Annabelle Genovisi and Sarah Michelle and the MPV team in Tennessee. We finished the week off by dancing naked around a bonfire. No photos of that yet, but here's a little phone shot that Annabelle took while I was shooting a scene.

As some of you may know, a tornado went through my yard this past Monday while I was at the airport about to fly to TN. I had left my house just 30 min before it hit, which is a little crazy. I didn't know about the damage until I turned my phone back on after landing. Luckily my house was mostly fine. Just some minor damage with the roof and windows, but my yard on the other hand was destroyed. I was able to be distracted all week while shooting, but now that I am home, I have been feeling quite down about the whole ordeal. A clean-up crew was here today and they cleared out most of the debris, but the yard that I fell in love with (a major reason I wanted to buy this house in particular) no longer exists. Being a girl from Maine, nature has always been very important to me, so the trees and yard meant a lot. This month marks the anniversary of when we first looked at this house, and when I first fell in love with it...just one year ago. I'm very happy that I still have a house, but sad about all that is gone. I know that most of you will likely not read this or likely not care, but I just wanted to put this out there. Never take for granted what you have; enjoy every minute of it.

The Boston Herald came by and took photos for tomorrow's paper, so they might have shots of the damage in tomorrow's issue.

That being said, I'm allowing myself today to grieve and hoping I'll be in good spirits again by tomorrow as I have a lot of work to get done before I fly to Tampa for Fetish Con on Wednesday morning. 

I will be shooting some custom videos at the con, and will be able to resume my normal custom video shooting schedule when I return home on the 11th. Thank you to everyone who has contacted me with your commissions. I look forward to shooting them when I return. :)

And thank you all for voting on the print poll! I ended up getting quite a few printed, so I will get those posted on my store when they come in from the printer! He shipped them yesterday...so I should have them soon! I got a few cosplay shots printed in particular to sell at my table at the Rhode Island Comic Con this November. I hope to see some of you New Englanders there for that. I'll be dressed up all weekend and signing prints and magazines. I'm excited about that as it will be my first Comic Con. :)

I have a feature in the new issue of Tease and Cake Magazine. Here's a preview from the photoset. You can order a copy for yourself at http://www.teaseandcake.co.uk/Purchase.aspx 

I'll be posting some clip previews this coming week! I shot 6 custom clips the week before I left for TN and had them all edited and delivered. Some have just gone up on my stores, and some will be going up soon. Check out my Clips4Sale Store to see what's new! And if you want to order your own customized clip, be sure to fill out the form on my Customs Page. You can see all the models I'll be working with there as well, so ifyou have a 2 or 3 girl custom in mind, be sure to take a peek at my schedule. I'll have access to lots of models at FetishCon this week.

Stay tuned for sneak peeks and updates from FetishCon! I'll be performing at the official afterparty at The Castle on Friday night. If you're in the area, stop by! I'm debuting a brand new act....and it's going to be hot. ;) 

Thanks for reading. I wish I had time for a spa day before I leave for Tampa...but I just won't have time. Something to look forward to when I return, I hope!

Curves and Kisses,
Ludella

Hello! I'm so glad so many of you gave your input on what kind of content you'd like me to post in my blog, and I will be posting based upon your preferences. Thanks for your help!

Yesterday I had to shoot some content for my video clip store and I've attached a sneak peek photo from one of the videos...where I get eaten by a shark. ;) This will be available this month on my VIDEOS page as well as at clips4sale.com/36032.

Out this week on my store will be a Harry Potter inspired mind control clip where I play "Ginger Weasly" who gets put under the Imperius Curse and made to do things under the control of "Bellatrance Lestrange". Here's a little collage of screenshots from the clip to give you a preview:

It was shot POV style so that you get a more intimate experience of being there. :) This clip will be available in different formats and resolutions with the first going up tomorrow night, so be sure to stop by clips4sale.com/36032 to check it out. :)

This past Friday night my pal Sarah Michelle and I shot photos together in a Haunted House. We'll be shooting some video content together this Tuesday...so if you'd like to get a custom video or photoset of the two of us together, send me an email asap or fill out the form on my CUSTOMS page.


Last week I did a couple of pinup/glamour shoots. You might have seen a couple posted on my Facebook. Well, here's one that's too risque for facebook by Dastardly Dave. ;)

And finally...I'd like your opinion again. I want to release another superheroine clip this weekend, but I can't decide which one to release. Here are the titles...and you tell me which one YOU would like to BUY this weekend! :)

Thanks so much. I appreciate you input and I hope you'll join me again here soon for more photos, previews, and more!

xoxo,
Ludella